So what kind of a player are you?
So I have know this about myself for awhile that I'm not that fun to play against. I get quiet, I have a serious look on my face and I don't like hookie small talk. Add in alcohol and I'm down right an ass, not the loud mouth kind just the quite "ok man WTF" kind. Why is this ??? I have no idea to be honest. I have played sports all my life and I act the same way ( minus the alcohol ). I guess it's a coping skill or my game face as my coaches called it. Win or loose I'm pretty much the same. Cold, distant, impartial. I try to step away and even remind myself that this is a game dumb ass and it is for fun. Well the devil in me says"well sports are fun and I would be as serious in that as well so what is the difference really". I'm not delusional about winning a sportsmanship award at any event even though I try to make a effort. So the one thing I have noticed is when I take a fluffy list I'm less "angry man " than when I take a competitive list. SO I'm going to go with a Meh list that has little hope of winning to see if this really tests true. I don't want to be "that guy" and I do want to not be a ball of stress at a GT.
So what kind of a player are you?
So what kind of a player are you?