Would you ever had such a day that broke all your perception of the logical world for one day. Where you feel like that you are finally free and also scared of the future to come? Was there ever such days in your life when you realised how intengible your life was?
When the streets are no longer safe. And the roaring of jets drown out your thoughts. Then in one moment of glory you realise that this is it. This is where everything becomes clear. No more bullshit. No more deception. All card on the table and all bets are off. This is the reality in it's most real. Without the veil of lies and corruption of men. When life and deaths hangs in the balance and you are no longer a slave to the false faces forced upon by men.
Freedom is not to be able to choose your actions. Rather it is being forced by the reality into a funnel where you shed your face of lies and finally stood naked and truthfully in a moment of glory. When you say "Death is all around me and it is my due.". When your body tenses and your senses concentrate to a sharp point.
However such a glorious moment of truth always flees. Do not count your freedom to be a constant thing. It is something that happens rarely. Most people go without living such a freedom in their lifetimes. But the lucky ones, such as I, live it. And I breath it. And I enjoy it. And I fear it.
A worm raises his head and claims himself a god. Yet it never takes it's godhood for granted. A wise worm.
When all forgets, I will remember this day to remember.