Excruciating nightmares caused by an ecstasy of seizure.  Sleep has all but escaped my mind.  Spectres and effigies flash before my eyes. The pages of the encrusted tomb burned into my memories as I turn the filth encrusted pages.  Screams of pleasure reverberate as I the incantations spill forth from my lips.  I have indulged in the path of Chaos and for that paradise is lost. Lost